hello!

after i reached home at 10 plus last night.
i was feeling completely tired.
maybe this is due to the fact that im not completely recovered from my stupid flu and sore throat.
im happy that my voice is not affected yet which i don't want it yet.
but i have been eating the logenzes(is it spelt like that).
i really hope that the sore throat and flu will be gone soon.

:)
wonderful night yesterday.

and of course.
im happy with my grades so far so yah.
:)

now must start saving.
next month allowance will be deducted 30 bucks.
arghh.
:(

cos my hp bill lah.
over by 30 plus than the usual.
this month i will try to use less sms.
PLEASE NEXT MONTH BETTER DON'T EXCEED.

oh yah. whatever lah.
i over also not as much as my sis.
=x

till then.
ciaos.
:)


before i start off
HAPPY 19 BDAY TO XUEJING.
:)

ok.
gotten 2 papers out of 3 yesterday.
there's two paper, tutor haven really mark finish.
=x
so i think we would not be getting back this week.
so yah. this two subject i will post the result next week eh?

so far gotten back
MA(which will be having tutorial later, but we clever, we go ask the tutor for the result,heh)
SAPM
Calculus
BTM

well.

Calculus-42/50-extremely unexpected. seriously, before that i think i would get a pass, but pass with like 32 only which i will be happy enough.. cos there's one question that i did wrongly.but then when i gotten back the paper i was like so happy.

BTM-33/40-all calculations were correct, most marks were deducted at the theory part. but other than that, im satisfied.

MA-35/40- expect myself to pass. so ok. think i make mistakes at the MCQs. don't know yet, later then will know for during the tutorial.

SAPM-23/40- the paper that makes the most cannot make mistakes and never read question carefully and the super duper tough paper(for me, not for those clever type of students). but never mind. at least pass lah. haha

3A's and 1 D+ so far,
i will be crossing my finger for the next week 2 papers.
*prays*

life is more than just results.
in life, you can't succeed in everything smoothly.
just learn from your mistakes.
and i don't like to compare results.
and i don't want people to compare my result either.

and yesterday when i reach back to pasir ris, then i realised i left my calculus text in the lib.
oh, then took taxi back.
rather waste the taxi fare than to buy another text.
=x

actually i got lots of things i want to blog.
but then shall blog tomorrow then.

till then.
:)


HELLO!

Sch started YESTERDAY
the 2 weeks break just seem to past so fast huh?

alright. im sorry i didn't update cos i really don't know what to update.
=x

i can't remember the exact details of what happen last week.
i remember i went for the MNG sales early in the morning.
i remember rushing my projects last week.
i remember my piano was given to my niece last sat
and last sat was my mum bday
:)
as well as JJ concert.
i remember being happy on SUNDAY cos of some reason.

i can't remember what really happen last week though.

yesterday was alright though i was not feeling quite well.
got back one paper which i was thankful to pass cos its really tough and i make careless mistakes.
after the first tutorial, wasn't feeling quite well. my head hurts most of the time and i think is the lack of sleep the day before.
and thanks to xj for helping me buy panadol and mineral water(i always forgotten to bring)

today will be worst.
3 papers.
i shall post my lousy results this week after i gotten back all my papers.

just like what my friends said, there's no clever or stupid people in the world, there's only hardworking and not hardworking people.
=x
yah, it seems easy to tell others. but it seems difficult to tell yourself.
maybe im really stupid while others are more clever than me.
:(
hah. whatever lah.

arghh.
and i hope 6pm comes quickly for today.
i need a break.

alright
till then, ciaos.
:)


i give up on doing the MA Project
=x

im tired.

nite

<3


Im sick right now.
my throat hurts a lot.
=x
and worst. im shivering now.
and i seriously feel i couldn't make it anymore.
maybe its because of the rain, the late nights, and the early rises ALMOST EVERYDAY.

I FEEL LIKE SCREAMING AT MY BROTHER EVERY MINUTE.
HE HOGS ONTO THE COMP THE WHOLE DAY TO PLAY GAMES.
while when i have to wake up early in the morning. TO USE IT.
and in the end. HE WOKE UP AND SCOLDED ME.
hello.
this comp is not for you to PLAY GAMES.
it was meant to be for everyone to USE.
you can play your games. yes. but not 24/7
and WORST.
and WHY CAN'T I USE IT IN THE MORNING.
i have my reasons.
YOU HOG ONTO THE COMP TILL 12AM SOMETHING THEN PASS TO ME.
YOU THINK WHAT CAN I THINK OF WHEN IT'S TIME TO SLEEP FOR ME.
i know i a lot of time rush my stuff till late nights.
but then i use it in the morning.got wrong meh?
=x
the whole of the morning-afternoon-night.
you don't know how many hours in front of the comp.
I USE ALSO GOT WRONG.
WHAT IS THIS?
i just feel so UNFAIR!
u think i want to wake up early in the morning to use it?
you think i want?
=x
but though i complain, but he's still the best lil bro.
hah.

Well. on MONDAY. we were suppose to go to school. meeting at 9am.
but then.
IT RAINS.
=x
then we decide not to.
then wh ask wana go to queensway shopping centre.
agreed and went with carol.
wh drove there.
:)
but hehe.
we were a bit stuck at the directions.
but we manage to get it in the end.
cos wh clever ma
:)

then ate lunch and then shop for the adidas limited edition jacket that wh sis wanted.
finally saw it.
hehe.
NICE LAH.
i want also le
=x
but.
hm.
see how.

then we went to marina square.
wanted to catch R.V
yeah, it have but then.
7pm.
we reach marina square at close to 4.
heh.
=x
so shop around.
and yah. have dinner at carl's jr.
hah.
then. we went to catch R.V.
WAS SO FUN LAH!!
=x
was laughing all the way.
heh.

then went home.
thanks for the ride.
hah.
=x

yesterday went to school.
=x
rain again.
so sian.
waited for the bus for ages.
hai
SIAN LAH.
then reach sch.
ate lunch.
came to pasir ris and meet my friends.
they went to tamp
but i went home instead.
met them at Changi Airport later at night.
hm.
went home after that.

well. final part of my post.
like yah. finally.
=x
after the complaining of my bro.to what i have done.

now.

i see one of my friend suffering.
can i said that?
she just couldn't get over her ex.
she just couldn't forget about it.
she ask me once.
whether once a couple broke up, can they remain as friends?
i told her to overcome the barrier. before being friends with him.
if she still got anymore feelings for him, then when being friends with him. it will make it more difficult.
and her heart will feel more worst than before.

i don't know what to say.
before i blog, i know what i want to say.
but now. i totally forgotten.

maybe just like what fairytale story ending always says.
the prince and the princess live happily ever after.
but that never ever happen to her now.
maybe its over for once.

but i know she's finding for the right prince now.

can the prince just step out right now?

and yah. stop asking me whether i like anyone. or when am i getting a bf and stuff.
answer is i don't know.
just maybe the right person haven appear.
so don't ask me.
until then . . .

so yah.
=x

alright. i don't know what to say.or i don't know what am i saying
im tired.
really tired.

the flu is getting worst.
and my head hurts.
sighh

hope i get well soon.
=x

till then, ciaos!


HAPPY FATHERS' DAY!
:)

alright.
my piano is going to be given to my niece. as in to my cousin. her daughter is my niece ma.
well. i don't know what should i say. but anyway, she live in Pasir ris. haha.
and it have been a long time since i last touch the piano.
=x
i know i would be Reluctant to give it. but then. cause my niece wana learn, but we scared she learn halfway then never learn, then if they buy a new piano, how leh?

alright, enough of bad stuff.
yesterday went to bedok with my mum.
bought a pair of shorts.
hah.
yeah.
she met her friend. then we shop and have dinner.
though there's nothing to shop there.
but surprisingly, familiar faces could pop out of nowhere.
haha.
=x

went home at about 7 plus.
hah.

tired.
everything is driving me crazy.
=x

need a break.


DeDuan, in your Cinderella story, you'd get to Kiss the Prince

You don't need the pouffy dress, the fancy hair, or the 3-inch glass heels. A romantic soul like you just wants a guy who's a true companion, a good friend, a real prince. And if he's hot? All the better. But ultimately, you know that home is where the heart is. Which is probably why you surround yourself with good friends you can take care of and laugh with — friends who will do the same for you.

But that doesn't keep you from fantasizing about the perfect relationship. It's not that you don't have your feet firmly planted on the ground. It's just that you're not afraid to shoot high. Or wish upon a shooting star. So keep reaching for your goals, Cinderella. If you do, your happily ever after can't be far away. And you can seal that with a kiss.

whats your Cinderella story?
http://web.tickle.com/tests/cinderella/

this is it.
hahs.
got it from xj blog.
=x

well. yesterday was alright.
:)
more fun.

i hope all the hols don't end.
i don't wana go back to sch and see my stupid lousy results.
grumbles.
=x

i wana HAVE FUN LAH.
shopping on TUESDAY? anyone?
:)

the sapm project
i don't know where to start.
=x
and i don't know what should we do to make up the stupid losses.
whatever.
shall remain all the energy already.
to conserve it to fight for the rest of the game.
arghhhh

alright, till then,ciaos.
:)


OH YEAH.
this is beginning to feel like HOLS!
=x

I WONDERED WHY TOO?
maybe its just my last hols.
before my attachment!
=x

that will be the time for slogging.
haha.

those who went for the interview at UOB call centre.
and got in CONGRATS!!
=)
as for the other one at UBS investment.
well.
GOOD LUCK.
hehe.

the past few days have been shopping.
yeah.
bought a top from zara.
wana get a top from bugis village.
another skirt from bugis village.
=x
and also.
2 top from TOPSHOP.
one short from OP.
i want that TOP and SKIRT FROM ESPRIT too.
okay.
fine.
enough.

and now i learnt that when you coming out of the carpark.
must have enough cash in your cashcard.
was on the way home with my friends.
then her cashcard and my cashcard both not enough to pay.
have to top up.
=x
but nvm.
i still really got to thanks her for driving me back.
=x
maybe i seriously need to get a license soon.
haha.

I WANA GO MOS NEXT WEEK.
I DON'T CARE!!
=x

and now.
SHARE PRICES IS SO VOLATILE.
i wonder should i buy call or put warrants for my group now.
i don't know to be bearish or bullish about it.
=x

ahhhhhh..
shall monitor this few days then!

till then,ciaos!
:)


:)
IT FINALLY ENDED!
iT REALLY ENDED!!!

:)
im super delighted.
well. think i know i wouldn't do well for my test.
sighh.

FA today was.
WELL, WHAT TO SAY?
easy? nope.
hard? nope.
then?
NEITHER HARD NOR EASY LOR!
so is okay paper.
my handwriting is getting from neat to super worst.
i left like 30 mins or so to do 6 more questions.
as in 2 questions.
but got parts ma
...
THEN I ANYHOW CRAP WORX.
haha.

NOW IM WORRIED FOR MY CAC.
gone or going concern.
as in. both answer makes sense.
haha.
anyway.
its OVER!

IT'S TIME TO ENJOY AND PARTY.
before worrying for the RESULTS.
which is making me worried.
=x

ARGHHH.
i hate this type of feelings.
i need good results.
I WANA ENTER UNI LAH!
=x

in my dreams maybe.
=x.

sighh.
maybe im just a useless person.
better dying off than being alive.
LIFE IS ABOUT A PIECE OF PAPER IN SINGAPORE.
without it.
forget about everything.
sighh.
this is so true about singapore.
how i wish.I CAN BE A MILLIONAIRE.
and just forget about everything.
nah, impossible.

WELL.
watch cars after test with YF,REBEKA AND XJ.
:)
nice, touching, FUN!

well. this is life. this is enjoyment.
let me start my break before i go back and face my MID SEM RESULT.
=x

got to go.
:)
till then, ciaos!


in just like 6 hours plus or so.
MY MID SEM BREAK WILL START.
i know it seems odd to be saying that now.
since most of my friends started LAST WEEK.

but for me and my friends.
STARTS TODAY.
yeah.
the hols will eventually commence AFTER 2 PM.

yesterday i have the worst NIGHTMARE OF ALL.
i dream i PASS MY PAPER.
wait.
u all might say, pass what.
but dreams are opposite of reality.
SO PASS OPPOSITE MEANS.
FAIL
i don't want.
i don't want.
i don't want.

please i don't want.

oh,whatever.
i shall go back to my sleep after transferring the songs into my handphone.
CAO GE AND TANK SONGS CURRENTLY so addictive.
and just wait for the 2pm to arrive.
after which shall have fun!
yeah!!

HOLS.
i just can't wait for it.
cos i know there will be projects.
BUT I KNOW I WILL BE GOING SHOPPING TOO.
:)

yesterday when we were coming home from supper at BEDOK 85.
then my family realise that the 24 hours coffee shop near my house got provide TV for the match for the WORLD CUP.
quite a number of people were there watching.
HAHA.

till then, ciaos.


well. referring to my YESTERDAY POST.
if it seems long. SORRY.
:)

tmr last paper.
seems like it is analysis.
have revise finish.
later revise again.
just can't wait for tmr.

still couldn't get my mind off the SAPM and Calculus paper.
sighh.

got to go.
bye


im back.
though my mid sem ends next MON.

All the papers so far were.

MONDAY PAPER WAS ALRIGHT.
managerial accouting.
should be able to pass.
the monday paper was in LT.
so malu.
i dropped my calculator halfway through the test.
FINE.

THURSDAY PAPER WAS HORRIBLE.
yeah?
HORRIBLE.
i practice a lot of times for the CALCULUS on wednesday.tutorial questions.past mid sem questions.
and yet.......
ON THURSDAY, I MAKE TONS OF CARELESS MISTAKES.
my friend call me and told me. nvm lah. human makes mistakes. those that don't make mistakes are in-human.
heh. lame eh my friend?
THERE GOES MY A'S that i am aiming for.
and i got a feeling i will FLUNK MY CALCULUS cos there's 2 questions.one is 3 AND 4.
question 3 a lot of ppl got different answer.
WHILE QUESTION 4, i was on the right track.
but i cancel everything and redo. cos i though they were saying to find the revenue function for the 3 months.
SO STUPID.
i must have been fooled by the question.
but then. its so weird. i know how to do and yet. I GO AND REDO for what. and everyone was like saying that question4 is easy. HEH. eh, it is
BUT NOT FOR ME THIS STUPID DUMDUM.
suddenly, i realised im stupid in maths.ARGHHHH.

YESTERDAY GOT 2 PAPERS.
CAC AND SAPM.
CAC, is all theory.
BUT THE PAPER WAS ALRIGHT.
except the ONE ON GONE AND GOING CONCERN.
hm.
should be able to pass.
=x.

AS FOR SAPM.
im dead alright.
YEAH, DEAD.
the questions were so. arghh. difficult to understand. feel like crying throughout the PAPER.
i left 10 mins to do the LAST QUESTION.
i think i got one question haven finish answering.
LET ME PASS ALRIGHT.

therefore, i realise im not smart(and a long time ago, i realise im not that smart already when im in sec 1). haha.
so i need, HCI,RJC,NJC,VJC,TJC, aiyah, all jcs can anot? and those UNI students BRAINS. so i can make it. haha.
can transfer brains not?
LAME LAH ME.

XJ sis bf also very clever.
in ntu,think is engineering if i did not remember wrongly(pardon me if i remember wrongly,xj).
when the hols finish, is in year 2.
but when he's in year 1.1, the first result, his gpa was 5.
if some people were reading this, and your jaw were dropping or what.YEAH 5!
AS IN, SO SMART RIGHT?
now his results still fantastic.
FIRST CLASS HONOURS. i tell xj, her sis can don't work in future liao.
hehe
XJ, just like you, so clever leh. hehe.
:)

ok, i realise human tend to makes mistakes. so its alright to make, just learn from them. as there's no one perfect.
i already said, life is not perfect, but is how you try to make yourself more perfect.
:)

well. MY SIS AND BRO going to have braces on their teeth. BOTH OF THEM costing near to 10k.
ARGHH. I WANT TO HAVE BRACES.my teeth ain't that straight.
but mine right, i think i gona pull out my wisdom tooth. then have braces i think. BUT I THINK I DON'T HAVE TO PUT ON THE BRACES TILL 3 YEARS like my sister cos hers is really complicated..
my brother only need 1-2 years.
heh.
think i will just be like him. cos i dislike the 2 vampire fangs i have.
ARGHHH.
and surprisingly, ALL THREE OF US HAVE THE SAME KIND OF TEETH LAH.
haha. the fangs must be sort of extra. if i have found it earlier, it would never have been grown out. SIGHH.
=x.

WORLD CUP HAVE STARTED.
:)
GERMANY WON AGAINST COSTA RICA YESTERDAY.
4-2.
if i did not remember wrongly.
was tired while watching channel U the animation.
was switching channels.
me and my bro heard shouting when germany shoot in the 4th goal if i did not remember wrongly.
IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT.
and this time round all the match were like in the am time,except a few i think that started at 9pm singapore time.(ONE DAY THREE MATCH IF I DID NOT REMEMBER WRONGLY).
haha.
think only guys can stay up and watch. i think i will just sleep halfway.
anyway, WORLD CUP FEVER NOW EVERYWHERE.
haha.

NEXT MONDAY ENDS THE PAPER.
:)
wana go out and play le.
hehe.

tonight don't know wana eat what for dinner.
=x.
cos mum going sentosa for WEDDING DINNER.
hai.
bring me along lah MUM.

till then, ciaos.
:)


well, i am back from missing in action for a few days. not really, just three days never blog.
=x

next week is the start of my MID SEM test.
so i will be missing for the next one week.
i will not be online for the next one week plus unless i feel the need to de-stress myself.
i will not be blogging for the next one week plus unless i really feel that the papers are KILLER PAPER.
i will be hogging the computers on the 12/06/06 onwards.
:)

whatever it is.
wish me luck for my papers
im hoping to score well for my FA, CALCULUS AND MA.
as for SAPM AND CAC.
can get B i will be over the SKY.
i hope i can. i wish i can.
i don't wana disappoint myself.

the past few days have been sort of okay for me.
i need the 2 weeks break.
i need it.
quick, 12/06/2006 comes quickly.
i need to shop, need to sleep more.i wana go KBOX.
need to relax.
though i will be tied up with PROJS.
hahs.

ok.
till then, ciaos.
:)

DeDuan / DD
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